i was so moody n felt so damn much pressure surrounding me
uhhh
cuz of
studies again...
mayb recently i've grown up~xD
so..i was like evryday thinking of my attitude of studying
n d most important 1,
my future
tis time,i reli think abt it...
nt like 17th nor 18th
laz time
my optional was oni music
d 1 n oni 1 choice i made.
but after listening to ah bass's advise
its nt my choice anymore
cuz too much problems to solve though
for d whole week at skul
tests annoys me
n i feel so dissapointed when i dun reli noe how to ans
although,
i've studied for it
every subject annoys me when all of it i've nt put in much effort!
i totally admit it cuz sumtimes i dun hv tat motivation to makes me move
mayb i nid sum1 to motivates me...
hu??xD
izit a her or a him? haha...xD
so..emo for d whole week until today i'm abit released
when i talk to shaynon at school
talk to bro after school
n talk to dearest hsien at nite
i still gt few options like human resource,mass comm....n blaaa...many more but nt much..xD
so i nid to decide wat n which is d best n suits d most for me
so tat i will hv a more specific n clear aim to go wif!
yea!
i should be happy at last i noe how to think n most important 1,i made sum move~
but still gt lots to think abt
WtF..
pressure
pressure
pressure.....
i hates them lotss!
niway,who will love them~?!xD
but they lovesss me.....
damn...
i gt so many things to think of
n tat will totally makes my tears fall
evrytime n anytime
sumtimes i oso dunno d real reason...
mayb too pressure?
n others lorr...
