updated on 3/5

long time din write blog ad larrrr...

hmm..i'm getting more lazy to even sign in my blog...

i dun even get into my blog whenever i on9!xD

so fyi,i'm still working...

although sumtimes is quite boring working~(cuz gt no customers~)

but at least thr's sth to do bttr den staying at home sitting infront of d laptop.

after working for tis job,i oni noe tat sales assistance its nt an easy job!

last time,i kinda look down on tis kinda job cuz when i c teenage wif my age working of tis kinda jobs,i assume they're naughty,bad boys n girls,nt good in studies...

so after working for tis job,i oni found out tat its actually a quite good job cuz u can actually learn sth in tis job.d working life,how to survive when ppl talk bad abt u etc etc...hmm...

working is reli vry different frm studying.in schools,evry1 around u comes frm a almost same family background,having d same status like ur ownself.

but when u work,u c many kinds of ppl.they came frm different family backgrounds,they r so different frm wat urself r.

in schools,u gt almost same age frens but in working,u gt frens which is vry much older den u.sumore,in working,when tat ppl is evil,they reli did,but in schools,although tat ppl is evil,u dun hv to worry much cuz they r still teenage n wont do much harm to u!!xD

tis working life makes me think of my ns life again.its already 3months since i've been working n always,when i'm walking to the toilet..xD..i'll tell myself tat i'll surely miss tis working life after i stop working thr.i'll miss evrything since i'm already used it.

even now,when i'm having my off day more den 2days,i'll miss going to work!hah!mayb cuz its too boring at home.already 2 weeks i din hang out on my monday off day!!

but working makes me giving up many things..
i gave up of going to band practices,so gt no concerts i can join..
i've nt been playing flute for a damn long time tat i've been missing it so so much..
i've been thinking tat i'm sure i gt no chance to play in the band anymore since even after stop working,i've to continue my studies.
if i reli gt myself into sabah uni,means i reli gt no chance to play in d band anymore lo...
haih...its a dissapointment for me larr..
i used to tell sum1 my thoughts but now..i keep mostly evrything to myself..
i envy those ppl who still joining d band.they gt so many chances to get into band stuffs but nt me.


working life of course included of other things...
many things happened n i still felt so sry for tat person.
when i saw tat person,i'll tot bak how bad am i to hurt a human.
how can i did tat.
saw tat person walking across d street once when i was waiting for d bus to go bak home,i feel like crying...
later saw tat person in tat store looking out,tat expression on tat face was like so dissapointed to me..i still felt sry.
i'm so sry tat i wanna tell somebody but who can understands my feelings leh...haih...


so for now,wat am i thinking leh...wat r u thinking leh...arghh..so shit..sumtimesur words r like cant be trusted to me.
u seems to be good but sumtimes u r not...hmm...its like after tat thing,v even talk less n u seems nt to be so cared like u did.
small lil' things can always makes me think too much.
u r still so not understands me like i do not understands u too.
i dont know much abt u...
y cant u be like the one i used to talk to.
i think u r still d one who un me d most gua...
telling u stuffs can makes me feel bttr..
wat i think is d same like wat u did leh!
i din mean anything but i'm glad tat thr's still sum1 who un n gt same opinion like me.

arghhh.....
uhhh....
fuhh...

i miss them!!=(

for 2weeks,the curve is having a sth like kids fair near d store

musics were played n live performance was performed by yamaha music skul's students lo~

2day heard ppl performing again...

makes me miss my flute n attending band practices soooo much!!!

suddenly feel like crying pulak...errrrrhhh....>.<

so since i've applied mostly sabah U...

if i reli gt it thr,means i was like half giving up music already....

unless thr hv any music clubs..blaaa....those....

hmmm....shuld i bring along my flute till then?xD

i gt ntg to worry abt if i reli going to sabah...but....

recently think of many kind of stuffs...

if i went there...den i can c my frens~...ppl i wanna meet~etc etc....=P

den now...staff whr i was working was like leaving one by one b4 me~

its like getting more boring to work la weih..... (jz bcuz they leave b4 i did!!!xD)

life is still ok after sec skul life...

i started to missed it!!!haha!

p/s:i miss my long hair too~i regret of cutting it!!uhhh...waiting it to grow longer now~=)

my blog is so so outdated

so its been ages i've nt been updating my blog~

i'm jz too lazy to open my blog...i dun even remember it whenever i gt on9!hahah!

so...i'm still currently working at the curve la....

come find me if u r sooo freeeeee!!xD

gt bored sumtimes but its still ok sumtimes..

d most enjoyable time is....BREAK TIME!!!xD

gt so much strength when it is time to eat!!

even walking wont be tiring...hahaha!

after break,when bak to d store,infront of d locker will feel tired already~...hahahah!(common lazy disease!!)

after sec skul life...i kinda miss it now!

cant meet frens frequently like v used to!

evry monday off day,follow mom out,she went to d temple n i sure will pray n hope i gt into uni!!!

i'm worried of tat larrr....but cant do anything...wait for d result..lah!(-___-)

hmm...wat else to write??

working?scary guys...urghhhhh....geli....i hate it!!!!!

yakssssss..........xD

i was like talking crap ad...so tat's it la...hahahah!

i nid to improve my english larrr....(since i gt apply for english language course in uni~xD)

7th of feb

it was a day i gt to met two of my vry best fren~(yeay~=) )

was working too n gt my break at 3pm

it shuld be my break time wif mr ken but end up his break time changed to 3.30!!ishhh...

thx god i saw pearly's msg saying she's at the curve!!

so i immediately call her n said let's hv lunch together!!

she said she's wif her parents...n den i said...err..ok den~

but at last i went to meet her too~

have lunch wif her parents n her n chat like usual

fun~stpd~laughing like we use to do!!!!hahah!

so...i gt my lunch paid by her dad!

thank you a uncle...i haven gt to say den they sudah balik~xD (cuz i went to d toilet while they r shopping in d store i'm working~)

ok~so continue my work till 6.30pm~

my another fren msg n said she's on d way to the curve!!

my childhood fren..v used to play evryday when v r in d pri skul!

she's 1 yr older den me~so wat~v r still so good!=)

she came bak frm nz~(correct?xiu?xD) for cny n gonna leave after 2 weeks~T.T

while bro n mom is on f way act wanna go tesco n buy sth n mainly fetching me home

me n xiu xiu went for movie since i'm off today!!haha~

so mom n bro went bak while me n xiu xiu went for dinner den movie~TOOTH FAIRY!!nice though....=)

after movie..its oni 9.30pm..still nid to wait for her bro who went for movie at 1u..

v walk around~talking n went ikea eating ice cream n curry puff cuz ikea open until 11pm!hahah~

den here comes her bro n we ma balik lo!!!

nice day although i still nid to stay at the curve after finish working~hahaha!

oppsss!!forgot to take photo leh xiu~>.

new job

after d dental clinic job

i'm having a new job la...

y~

cuz i'm part time n doc says he wants a long term,permanant nurse to help him out la

correct oso la....cuz if i stop during june,he needs to find a new nurse n teach her all d things again...

so

went the curve wif mom n asked for job

gonna work at pdi concept store la~

when?

mostly friday starts working lo!

=)

outdated

my blog is so outdated!

godd!!!

i'm jz too lazy to write sth since i gt no idea wat to write!

haha!

so after my stpm~

i'm nt doing anything but resting~

until tis new 2010 year

mom ad beh thn n keep nagging me saying tat i'm wasting time evryday~

ask me to find a job n i'm finding it when i gt d mood

so 2day morning,pearly called n ask me to d dental clinic she's working

she said d doc needs 1 more staff!

so i'm ON!xD

tot of going to find job 2day d~now no nid ad la~haha

its fast!i'm starting work tml!

kinda excited cuz working with pearly again~

yeay~

v r good buddies since sec skul~

she noes me well!hahahah!

so gonna work 6days per week n no more computerss,onlining all~ d time!

tat's all~

gonna hang out with chiam roei wif a movie now!

=)

future~

i finally c some future in musics!!!xD